Tuesday, May 8, 2012

Today

Today is like every other day.
I woke up.
I got dressed.
I am working.
But, something about today is different.  It's not just another day. 
Today my heart is aching, and I can't get it to stop.  Today my heart is mending from the horrible day I had yesterday, and there's nothing I can do to help it heal any faster. 
So, today as I sit here and type this,  I am broken, and I am scared.  My heart aches for things that I have no control over, and I hate that.  I hate that I can't fix this right now...or ever.  

6 comments:

  1. Alicia, not sure what is going on, but I'm praying for you. For peace, for comfort, for whatever you stand in need of.

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  2. It is good to be honest about your sadness. I am feeling the same way today. I am going to take time now to pray for you. Please get back to me with a praise report when things improve. Even the darkest times are made better through prayer and the support of those who love us. Reach out for the hugs you need.

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  3. Im praying for you...I hope everything works itself out and Im sorry your feeling this way

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  4. Writing is good for the soul. I'm praying for you.

    Love,
    Janie

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  5. It is good to cry out, to let the depths of our beings long for better things. Cry out to Jesus. He will minister to you and the rest of us will be praying.

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  6. I love these raw, emotional posts. I had so many like this, and last night as I read through my blog, it brought back so many memories. I know what it's like to be in this deep of pain. I can promise you that it will not last forever. So when you say you can't fix it now, that's okay, but when you say you can't fix it ever, that's not. Our Lord thinks in eternity. He is crying with you while you cry, but he has plans of greatness for you. Hang in there, he will get you through this, and bring you to the happiness you deserve<3

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